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Sunday, February 20, 2011

this simple love


this so right...
this is so true...
this is how i feel...
so simple and strong
so peaceful and faithful
so beautiful...
this is what i really want..
when everything goes wrong, there's still one person who understands
someone who i can keen on... someone who cares... beside me wherever i go

this's just so simple when i know this relationship is about sharing, laughing, supporting each other...
this friendship is so strong which based on the faith, love and simplicity
this's the right person where i could share all of my feeling, all my days, all my experiences, all my happiness even  my tears..
who would make me so strong when i cry
who could make me smile when i'm hurted
who would guide me in the darkness and take my hand when i'm down
who would listen all of my complaint
who could love me as who i am now
it's just so amazing and i just want to respect him more to show that i care to him
he's my best friend ever!
i have never met a person like him before
i could be myself when he's with me
so peaceful, i feel the joy, so glad to have him :)

but i don't know if something or even anything goes wrong
i don't understand what happened till now
i don't know why the person i trust suddenly left me away and i am too weak to survive with this situation
at the first, it's O.K but recently i miss that person
i miss being his friend
i miss to be the one he cares... the one he loves... the one he misses...
but now everything changed
it has been so much different... he doesn't care to me at all...
it's not his business anymore what will i do... how i feel and what did i do...
it seemed so strange... i'm not used to feel this way...
too painful... so hurting...
when i asked him to explained and be my friend again... he said sorry...
"i just can't do that anymore... i'm sorry i'm not that person anymore... i can't keen on this..."
those words, those sentences are the most painful things he's ever said...
i'm feeling weak... i led my tears drop too much... i have to stop it or i'll hurting myself...

btw, thankyou for everything you've done to me...
thankyou for that simple love which i could feel even just for a short time
thankyou for your love....FOREVER........
thankyou my koala... i'm gonna miss you...

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